that I don’t mean To push you away from me [Chorus] Why am I so afraid to crash down and lose my heart again I don't know, I can't see, what's come over me Why am I so afraid to break down and lose my mind again I don't know, I can't see, what's come over me You got a way of easing me out of myself I can't stay but I can't leave, I am my worst enemy Please understand that its not you it's what I do Just when I'm about to run I realize what I've become [Chorus] Why am I so afraid to crash ...