if i could smoke a cigarette right now i would
rip out of my skin commit the sins oh i could
if i could break a heart and throw it all away for just one night
my concience wouldn't care if i just went ahead and wrecked my life

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i wanna be destructive
trash everything in sight
beat the devil at his game
abuse myself all nighti wanna bitch the world out
one loud aching scream
don't want anybody wanting anything from me

im sick of being perfect

with a perfect little smile
pick a fight with danger
be a stranger to myself for a while
wanna come unravelledhave it out with my soul
im tired of all the voices telling me which way to go
i wish you'd silence your opinion thats the last thing that i want to know

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i feel better when im sane
but now i wanna feel no pain
im just really sick of thinking
i just wanna be destructive

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