If it's ok, I'll leave the bedlight on
And place your water glass where it belongs
And if it's alright, I'll lie awake at night
Pretending I am curled up at your side

See I'm circling in these patterns
Living out of memories
I'm still a long way from accepting it
That there's just no you and me

But if I still believe you love me
Maybe I'll survive
So I tell myself you're coming home like you've done a million times
And if it's alright I'll still be loving you
'Cause I can't break it to my heart
Is it just me, did I commit a crime?
I won't believe that loving you is just a waste of time
It wasn't in my head
Reading into things you never said

'Cause I still don't have the answers
To why we couldn't work it out
I want to think of something that I didSo I can turn it back around

But if I still believe you love me
Maybe I'll survive
So I tell myself you're coming home like you've done a million times
And if it's alright I'll still be loving you
'Cause I can't break it to my heart
And nothing would come between us
I wanna convince myself we're perfect in every single way
Aslong as I can keep the truth away from my heart
Cause I can't break it to my heart

'Cause I still don't have the answers
To why we couldn't work it out
I want to think of something that I did
So I can turn it back around

But if I still believe you love me
Maybe I'll survive
So I tell myself you're coming home like you've done a million times
And if it's alright I'll still be loving you
'Cause I can't break it to my heart